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[emony]

I think I need to develop a crack habit, to make my life bearable - give me something to do, something to work for (money to buy more crack), a bit of peace and that nice, floaty "nothing matters but getting more crack" feeling.

Or maybe something less harsh than crack. That seems a bit of a big step. Maybe some kind of prescription drugs. Painkillers? Or anti-depressants maybe. I don't know. I wish I could take something though, and just not be here anymore. Not in a suicidal way. I still want to be here. I just don't want to know that I'm here.

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[nausica2.livejournal.com]

Ah, chocolate is always a life-saver :P

Yeah, you British people like your chocolate with milk. Here it depends, but I'm the kind of person who got 100% cocoa chocolate bars for my birthday, so... ;)

Anyway, they say that milk reduces the anti-oxidant effect, but I think the anti-depressant propierties sort of stay.

Still, try the high cocoa ones. May take a bit to get used to, but once you're hooked, Cadbury's won't be the same. :PP

[emony.livejournal.com]

They did have some of that 85% Lindt in the shop, but I went for good old British 50%. Mmmm. I do feel better, I must say.

Nothing is better than Cadbury's. Nothing! ;)