Work..

[emony]

I think I need to develop a crack habit, to make my life bearable - give me something to do, something to work for (money to buy more crack), a bit of peace and that nice, floaty "nothing matters but getting more crack" feeling.

Or maybe something less harsh than crack. That seems a bit of a big step. Maybe some kind of prescription drugs. Painkillers? Or anti-depressants maybe. I don't know. I wish I could take something though, and just not be here anymore. Not in a suicidal way. I still want to be here. I just don't want to know that I'm here.

Comments

[indehed.livejournal.com]

If it is, that sucks. Because I planned to be dependant on the stuff by age 30.

[emony.livejournal.com]

You mean you aren't already? ;)

[indehed.livejournal.com]

Not quite yet. One day it'll be caffeine jitters and demanding a runner go get me my goddamn COFFEE!

[caitlen.livejournal.com]

gee, if you aren't, what are you doing? drink some coffee! eat some chocolate! *grin*

see below for little explaination of effects of caffine :)

[indehed.livejournal.com]

coffee and coke for me and i'm getting there ;) I'm not a chocolate fan and never have been alas.

[caitlen.livejournal.com]

heyheyhey - it's all about the caffine!! Go the coke!! Even better, go the coffee!!! *is a massive coffee fan*