Work..

[emony]

I think I need to develop a crack habit, to make my life bearable - give me something to do, something to work for (money to buy more crack), a bit of peace and that nice, floaty "nothing matters but getting more crack" feeling.

Or maybe something less harsh than crack. That seems a bit of a big step. Maybe some kind of prescription drugs. Painkillers? Or anti-depressants maybe. I don't know. I wish I could take something though, and just not be here anymore. Not in a suicidal way. I still want to be here. I just don't want to know that I'm here.

Comments

[rach74.livejournal.com]

what about Thorntons? They have a gorgeous new range called 'Eden'
They're lovely!

And tramadol aside I think Grac's advice rocks :)

[emony.livejournal.com]

Thorntons is definitely a good plan, although there isn't one here in Sunningdale, and I don't know when I'll get a chance to go to the one in Farnham. Maybe on Saturday.

As do I *G* If only it were that simple to follow it, though.

[rach74.livejournal.com]

What you need to do is try and find some dirt on political figures and blackmail into giving you the great job you deserve.

*hugs*

[emony.livejournal.com]

That is a truly excellent plan! *eg* *hugs* Thanks.