Work..

I think I need to develop a crack habit, to make my life bearable - give me something to do, something to work for (money to buy more crack), a bit of peace and that nice, floaty "nothing matters but getting more crack" feeling.

Or maybe something less harsh than crack. That seems a bit of a big step. Maybe some kind of prescription drugs. Painkillers? Or anti-depressants maybe. I don't know. I wish I could take something though, and just not be here anymore. Not in a suicidal way. I still want to be here. I just don't want to know that I'm here.

Strange how the smell of burning human flesh can spark off nostalgia

Man, I really miss Stargate fandom some days. Mm yeah. *g*

(Some of these are friends only posts, btw. Sorry.)

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August. What a great month. My bosses, MJ and PIF, are off on holiday on Wednesday. For three whole weeks. And, best of all? I'm off on holiday myself the last full week of August - I won't see them until the 30th! Oh, blissful peace!

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Silent Witness is really very silly. All these RADA trained actORs trying to pretend they're from the East End of London, don't you know, old bean. And then, suddenly, up pops a familiar face - young Craig Kelly, better known to most of us as Vince from QAF. Heh.