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[emony]

I'm feeling very bleh today. Just sort of low. I think it's because the BBC event is over and, eh. Nothing. I'm relieved that it's over, and dreading the next one. Aren't I meant to feel happy, job well done and all that? Because I don't. There are also job-related things - I have this whole metaphor about being parachuted into the desert with a bottle of Evian and a compass and expected to navigate myself to Thailand with no further instructions - but that can wait until later.

In short, I think I need a new job.

Sadly, no news at all from that one I applied for on Friday. *sigh* Clearly I just suck at everything ever and no one wants me.