Dream and Newbury

[emony]

I had the most horrible dream last night. It's weird, that I'm cheerful and all at the moment and yet I have a horrible dream like this one. I was in a big, old house that was someone else's. My aunt M says that dreaming about houses is like a metaphor for dreaming about yourself and your life, so take that as you will. Anyway, it was this big old house that belonged to someone else, and it had a theatre inside it. We were putting on a pantomime, for some reason. I think it might've been Robin Hood, but I don't remember exactly. Anyway, I was in this pantomime, and I hadn't bothered to learn any of my lines, so I went onto the stage and suddenly though "..oh crap". So I tried making up my lines, and I tried reading them off the script, but none of it worked and the audience were all just disgusted and they all walked out. Also I was doing my lines in a fake Irish accent, a la Seamus Finnigan. That's probably just because we watched POA last night though. Anyway, the audience all left, and it was just awful. Then there was some running around in tiny corridors trying to find a room, and then I was packing my bags and leaving, and TMO was at the house and it was her that I was leaving, and I kept having to go back because I'd forgotten a bag or something, but I was just sobbing and sobbing as I left, and she didn't seem to care. I haven't been so relieved to wake up and realise it was just a dream since I dreamt that one of my school friends was dying of cancer. Gyah. Not nice, not at all :( I don't think it really means anything, but it's a pain that my subconscious has decided to throw up these kind of images for me.

So that was fun. TMO is ill today, so I've decided not to the back to Newbury this afternoon on the train. Instead I'm going to take my stuff up to London tomorrow morning for the training day, and I'll go back to Newbury from London tomorrow afternoon when we're finished. It seems more sensible to do it that way. Also it means I'll get this afternoon to mess around, read fic, and generally catch up on life. Hurrah! :) Also I can prepare and research for the job interview I've yet to schedule, which is good.